2.6. "Nor do we know which is better for us—whether we should fight or not fight; nor do we know whether we shall conquer them or they will conquer us. Those very relatives of Dhritarashtra, whom we do not wish to kill even for the sake of living, stand arrayed before us."
Commentary: "Nor do we know which is better for us"—I am unable to decide between these two alternatives: whether I should fight or not fight. The reason is that in Your view, fighting is superior; but in my view, since killing elders is sinful, not fighting is superior. When these two positions are placed before me, I cannot determine which is the absolutely better course for me. Thus, in the above words, both the Lord's position and Arjuna's own position have become equally balanced within him.
"Or whether we shall conquer them or they will conquer us"—Even if we fight according to Your command, we do not know whether we will conquer them or they (Duryodhana and others) will conquer us.
Here, Arjuna does not lack faith in his own strength, but rather lacks faith in the future; for who knows what lies in store in the future?
"Those very relatives of Dhritarashtra, whom we do not wish to kill even for the sake of living"—We do not even desire to live by killing our kinsmen; the thought of enjoying pleasures or ruling a kingdom and wielding authority is far from our minds! For if our kinsmen are slain, what will we do by living? We will only sit and brood in anxiety and grief, having destroyed our own family with our own hands! We do not wish to live merely to suffer anxiety, grief, and the pain of separation.
"They stand arrayed before us"—Those very relatives of Dhritarashtra, whom we do not wish to kill even for the sake of living, stand before us. All the relatives of Dhritarashtra are indeed our own kinsmen. Cursed be a life sustained by killing those very kinsmen!
Connection: Finding himself incapable of determining his duty, Arjuna now earnestly entreats the Lord with anguish.
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